Vivian
Turning 18 this year. Singapore.
CHIJ St Joseph's Convent
Ngee Ann Polytechnic BS
Sexy's my name.

I can’t love myself.

All i can see is the imperfections surrounding me.

How ugly my teeth is.

How small my eyes are. 

How ugly I am compared to other girls.

How flabby I am.

How unhealthy I eat.

How stupid I am.

I SEE ALL THE IMPERFECTIONS. Nothing worth loving about myself.

So damn tired.

Let me go.

Too stressed out,

that i can’t even think properly.

All i think about is cutting myself to relieve the stress. Maybe not. 

I gotta chill. Grades aren’t everything.

Who am I kidding? Grades are almost everything.

"You never know when to lose."

—  This was what Calvin told me.